Opine away, my friend! I love hearing the opinions of others in relevance to this subject just so I know I am not the only one who thinks about it!
I was raised in a baptist environment, but going to church was optional, not mandatory. I began questioning the nature of the church as a teenager. I thought it rather strange that one christian community can be so divided. All of the denominations within the realm of christianity teach from the same Bible, but their messages are entirely different.
There was a time in my life when I considered myself to be an atheist. I was so confused, I didn't know what to believe. But something within me kept encouraging me to keep searching and not give up. It was as if God had taken me by the hand and said; "come child, allow me to show you." And He did! Heaven let your light shine down! I started questioning the true nature of God. I didn't ask my questions to anyone in the church. I took them directly to the source, and received my answers directly from the source. My relationship with God is truly a personal one that I don't mind sharing.
It is interesting that you mention about the forgiveness of Jesus Christ. I wrote a poem about this very concept. allow me to share it with you.
CHRISTMAS IS FORGIVING
Our father who art in heaven,
My name is confusion, as I am sure you already know.
I am writing on behalf of myself and others who hold this name,
but who are afraid to confront you.
I hope you don't mind that I ask you some questions.
Yours is the only answer I need as I know you will never mislead.
The Christmas season is fast approaching.
Amid the hustle, bustle, shopping madness, jingle bells and santa
claus, I have forgotten what it is truly about.
I know that christmas is for giving, but preparing for this day
always leaves me exhausted, in debt and with a feeling that
something dear has been lost.
Tell me Father, where is the reward in such Christmas giving?
Is love measured only in the size and expense of the fruits of
mankind? Or is there something else being overlooked?
WAIT!
For giving can also be ONE word, can it not?
And is not the christmas day celebrated to honor the birth of
Jesus, the Christ?
And was it not the purpose of the life of Jesus to teach and show us
how to bring forth liberty from sin and redeem our souls through the
act of forgiveness?
"Forgive our debts AS we forgive our debtors."
Of course!
It is the ultimate act of Grace! A giving that comes straight
from the heart, holds no monetary value, yet brings forth an
indebtedness of a JOYOUS nature!
Thank you Father for this invaluable insight!
There is no greater gift we can give or receive than the
gift of forgiveness.
It is where true healing begins.
I shall pass this revelation on to the others in your name,
And encourage the form of giving necessary to bring peace,
love and eternal joy to those who practice it.
Now that I have received your answer, I feel no need to send this letter.
You were listening as I was writing, now my name is Clarity!
It took me seven years to finish this piece of work to my satisfaction. Whenever I thought I was finished, new insight would pop up and I found myself needing to work it in. I finally finished it in the summer of 2004. What occurred later on that year was totally unexpected.
I never knew my biological father. He stepped out of my life while I was still in diapers and I haven't heard from him since. From the stories my mother told about him, I didn't care if I ever knew him. I held so much anger toward him.
The day after christmas 2004, I received a phone call from my mother telling me that my father had had a heart attack and was in the hospital. She heard the news from some unexpected grapevine. Why she would think I should care, I don't know. The hospital they had taken my father to was only a five minute walk from where I lived at the time. I felt obligated to visit him and pondered this idea all day. In the evening, I made up my mind to visit him. Of course, my emotions were off key. I wasn't sure if he would know me or not. Would I give him another heart attack? God forbid!
It was awkward at first, but we both relaxed after a while. He told me about his mother whom I was named after but never met. We talked for about an hour and a half that evening and the next day I went back to visit him again. This time I took my daughter with me. He was discharged from hospital on the 29th of December. We kept in touch after that and I even spent a year in the town where he lives just to get to know him better. I released all of my anger toward him and now feel so liberated.
The amazing thing is this. The town where my father lives has its own hospital, fully equipped with all the latest medical technology, yet he was "air lifted" to a hospital 80 miles away, but only a five minute walk from my house! Not only was I given the opportunity to forgive my father, but I was given the chance to do it in person, and it occurred right at christmas! Any other way would have been impossible.
The Lord has been working such miracles in my life since I took His hand. Right now, nothing can shatter my faith.